Certain images you just can’t erase from your mind. They are Constantly flashing through your brain, like an old movie screening. The memory can feel so real, it’s like an out of body experience. You see yourself yet partake in the moment simultaneously, wanting so badly to digress from reality. Senses are what bring you back in a memory, sometimes you can’t remember what you saw, yet the noises overwhelm your subconscious. A touch, a smell, and a feeling invaded my thoughts, but bliss resulted. A horrible half formed memory was kept alive by a fragment of emotional longing and distance. Nevertheless tears filled my eyes, my skin began to prickle, and my lips curled upwards.
Dying from the inside out. I didn’t know it was possible to feel so bad you don’t feel anything at all anymore.